I'll tear your heart out...

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 03:23:40 GMT

IT"S OURS! We got the loan, the house is officially ours. THe closing of the house is March 28th! We picked out furniture! It's awesome!

Sat, 09 Feb 2008 04:01:20 GMT

I GOT A HOUSE!!! Inspection is tomorrow and then after that we just have to wait for our appt with the loan. If all goes well the closing is March 28th!!!

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 21:41:37 GMT

IT'S BOOKED! OCTOBER 4TH 2008 IS MY WEDDING!!! At St. Anthony's church!!!! I'm soooo excited!!!

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 18:29:01 GMT

Well, my life is changing alot lately. I thought planning a wedding would be fun. Well it's not. Not with my mother involved. She's fucking crazy. So much shit to deal with...

More Later.

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 03:38:20 GMT

WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? YOU HAVE TOTALLY CHANGED! AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, IT TOOK YOU NOT EVEN 2 YEARS TO BECOME SOMEONE YOU ARE TOTALLY NOT! I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD, WHEN YOU COME CRYING TO ME BECAUSE SOMETHING HAPPENED, MY DOOR ISN'T GOING TO BE OPEN FOR ONCE. I AM TIRED OF ALL THE SHIT YOU DO, WE AREN'T THE SAME PEOPLE...WELL I AM, I JUST MATURED. I DON'T KNOW WHAT QUITE HAPPENED TO YOU. OUR PERSONALITIES ARE SO MUCH DIFFERENT NOW. YOU SAID YOU CHANGED! FUCK THAT NO YOU DIDN'T! JUST REMEMBER IF YOU NEED ME, I MAY NOT BE THERE.

FUCK YOU.

Sun, 22 Jul 2007 12:10:22 GMT

I'M ENGAGED!

Just had to get that out.. HAHAH!

Tue, 10 Apr 2007 01:19:41 GMT

RIP Baba April 9, 2007.

You will be missed by all and loved by all forever. We miss you so much, we are glad you aren't suffering anymore.

My grandfather took his last breath at 4.30am on Monday, April 9th. My mother and my uncle [my Baba's kids] were right by his side. It is better this way. It is just going to be hard. The wake is going to be at Portos on Jones Hill from 4-8pm and the funeral on Thursday at 10 at St. Anthony's church.

It sucks, but it's better.

Keep him in your prayers..

Sun, 25 Feb 2007 19:24:45 GMT

Hey, I know you probably don't care, but my grandfather is going in for surgery today. Please keep him in your prayers. He fell again, but this time broke his hip. He's not doing good at all and this hip thing really made it worse. I just want him to pull through and he here for my wedding. I love him to much to let him go..

I love you BABA, you're in my prayers.

-Thanks.

Days go by...

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 13:26:58 GMT

Changing jobs was probably the best thing to do. I am making so much more money and I am actually doing something that I enjoy. From going to an Ice Cream Scooper to a Receptionist at Restaurant Depot is amazing. I love it. The people there are amazing. And I have a fan club there. There are certain people that constantly hit on me. Jose believes I am married though, so he doesn't really hit on me, he is just a sweet guy. And then we have Alvin. This guys is just fucking ugly. HAHA... He hasn't hit on me since he saw Rob come into the store. He knew it was my boyfriend and must have stared at us the entire time we were going to shop. And another thing that totally rocks about my job, I work with my father. I love my dad. It is awesome working with him. :]

I'm alittle worried that I am definitely losing my friends. There are only about like 2 I still talk to... Alissa and Barbara. And believe me, those are definitely the two that matter.. but.... I don't know. I hate how everyone says "When I go to college we will write everyday and hang out whenever I am home..." Fuck that bullshit. Angela never even said Goodbye to me when she left, she just up and left. I tried to contact Brianne numerous times over break to hangout and she never responded to me. I hate it. We said we would lose touch and we are. I write letters to people and they don't write back, other than Barb...thanks babe.... but I can't stand when I am making an effort with people who don't even deserve the time sometimes. UGH! And then Laura, I haven't talked to her in I can't tell you how long. We haven't hung out in a while. I don't know, sometimes I miss her and sometimes I don't. Stupid decisions in life will get you NO WHERE!

Right now I am waiting to go into my Botany class. All of my classes are awesome this semester. I am trying to acheive the Dean's list this term. If I get better grades my car insurance goes down. If that isn't a bribe to get good grades I don't know what is.

I'm done ranting, I'll probably be back to go it again soon..

I just want to be engaged.

And I still haven't had my break down so stuff just keeps adding up inside me. I'm ready to blow.. and no one can come pick me up and let me do that, it sucks.

Fri, 08 Dec 2006 05:08:19 GMT

I'm definitely due for a break down. With the whole crying bit and everything. I need to just have someone else drive and go some where because after crying I won't be able to drive. I am definitely due for one in my life. There is so much shit going on with school, money, life, money, school, friends, money.. EVERYTHING!!!

Fri, 01 Dec 2006 15:43:27 GMT

Join __lyricsxwhore

it seems like an awesome community..

AHHH!!!

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 00:07:18 GMT

I BOUGHT A CAR!!!!!

It is a 1997 Ford Escort. It's teal. I have to decide if it is a girl or a boy. Or whether it looks like one. I know a girl name but I have to figure out what it looks like first. I'll have pictures up soon, don't you worry.

The times have changed...

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 18:32:04 GMT

Monday is right around the corner and I will be 18. I can't wait. The excitement of knowing that day is mine. I can have fun and just let loose. I am planning on just sitting by the pool and listening to music and hanging out. I don't give a shit. I am enjoying myself. If anyone reading this is going to be bored and can find a way here, come on over.

More serious update later, I have alot on my mind right now.

A bit late but whatever.

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 21:02:49 GMT

1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
3. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

Wed, 15 Feb 2006 01:01:57 GMT

hELP I HAVE A LAYOUT THAT I NEED TWEAKED.. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH IT BUT i DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT.. hELP!!!!....

HELP!!!

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 20:20:51 GMT

I NEED HELP!!! I want to find someway to make a picture I have stretched in my background with like the layout I have now but the picture in the background stretched... HELP!! I need someone to help me anyway possible..

Guess what!

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 04:00:32 GMT

Guess who got a call after a year, from their old manager and was asked to come back and work for the Christmas Season at Michael's Arts and Crafts in Milford???? YOU GOT IT! ME!!!

Monica is now employed!!!!

I start Wednesday the 9th. I'm nervous.. Wish me luck!

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 21:00:11 GMT

I'm ALIVE! After being sick for a week, I am alive!

More updating later.

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 18:54:04 GMT

Guess what! I got a dozen long stem red roses and a white teddy bear today from Rob. He had them delivered to my school today. He is soo fucking amazing. I love him. <333

Thanks for a good day.

Sun, 10 Jul 2005 01:22:29 GMT

Well, I am leaving for California tomorrow... I have to finish packing now. I plan to come back to many updates on things I missed..and alot of things on myspace..

Talk to you later sweets...

Much Love.. Bye..

I'll miss you all..

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 04:15:32 GMT

FUCK HIM!!!! Fuck it all!!!

Updating the calendar for Jesseeeka.

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 03:18:25 GMT

Upcoming dates:
~~May 22: Dancing pictures~~
~~May 23: Holiday Hill~~
~~May 25: Junior/Senior Supper~~
~~May 27: Anthony's Graduation~~
~~May 28: Jessica's Grad~~
~~May 29: Parent's friends' Memorial Day party~~
~~May 30: Memorial Day, No school.~~
~~May 31: Study Party~~
~~June 2: Brianne's Birthday~~
June 3: One Month between Matteo and I.
- Exams B4 B3
~~June 5: Anthony's Graduation Party~~
~~June 6: Exams B2 B1~~
~~June 7: Exams A4 A3~~
June 8: Exams A2 A1
- Last Day of School BITCHEZ!
- We are seniors!
- Movies and lunch with Brianne
June 10: Steven's Nursery on the Green Graduation
- Saint Anthony's Feast.
~~June 12: Saint Anthony's Feast.~~
June 19: Father's Day
June 24: Dress Rehersal for my Dance Recital
June 25: My 14th Dance Recital
July Overview:
July 11: Jessica's Bithday, My grandmother's birthday
July 12: Laura's birthday
July 16: My family birthday party.
July 17: My birthday Bitchez! Save the date!
July 19: Appt. for Senior Pictures.

Mon, 09 May 2005 02:10:00 GMT

New Icon..

Thanks Brianne!

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 02:43:11 GMT

::cough:: I'm single ::cough::

What was that??!?!

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 21:01:05 GMT

Bored.. Ask me anything 3-4 questions you want, it can be really weird I don't care, and I will answer honestly.