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[19 Oct 2011|11:08pm]

Sooo. My life has really changed. For once in my life I am happy. It is hard to believe I have been divorced for almost a year already. I have never been happier. I have actually found the love of my life. Dace is the best thing that could have happened to me. I really hope that we have a great future together. He will make an awesome husband and father and I can't wait to start our future. I want to get a condo or a house so bad. I want to be able to call some place my own and be able to decorate for holidays and whatnot. I miss that so much and be able to do my own things when I want. Do laundry... Run the dishwasher. Stupid things like that I miss. Who knos. More later. Maybe.

Cruise in 3 days.

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[13 Mar 2008|11:22pm]
IT"S OURS! We got the loan, the house is officially ours. THe closing of the house is March 28th! We picked out furniture! It's awesome!
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[08 Feb 2008|11:00pm]
I GOT A HOUSE!!! Inspection is tomorrow and then after that we just have to wait for our appt with the loan. If all goes well the closing is March 28th!!!
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[20 Oct 2007|05:40pm]
IT'S BOOKED! OCTOBER 4TH 2008 IS MY WEDDING!!! At St. Anthony's church!!!! I'm soooo excited!!!
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[21 Sep 2007|02:29pm]
Well, my life is changing alot lately. I thought planning a wedding would be fun. Well it's not. Not with my mother involved. She's fucking crazy. So much shit to deal with...

More Later.
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[15 Aug 2007|11:36pm]
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU? YOU HAVE TOTALLY CHANGED! AFTER ALL THESE YEARS, IT TOOK YOU NOT EVEN 2 YEARS TO BECOME SOMEONE YOU ARE TOTALLY NOT! I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD, WHEN YOU COME CRYING TO ME BECAUSE SOMETHING HAPPENED, MY DOOR ISN'T GOING TO BE OPEN FOR ONCE. I AM TIRED OF ALL THE SHIT YOU DO, WE AREN'T THE SAME PEOPLE...WELL I AM, I JUST MATURED. I DON'T KNOW WHAT QUITE HAPPENED TO YOU. OUR PERSONALITIES ARE SO MUCH DIFFERENT NOW. YOU SAID YOU CHANGED! FUCK THAT NO YOU DIDN'T! JUST REMEMBER IF YOU NEED ME, I MAY NOT BE THERE.

FUCK YOU.
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[22 Jul 2007|08:06am]

I'M ENGAGED!



Just had to get that out.. HAHAH!
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[09 Apr 2007|09:18pm]
RIP Baba April 9, 2007.

You will be missed by all and loved by all forever. We miss you so much, we are glad you aren't suffering anymore.

My grandfather took his last breath at 4.30am on Monday, April 9th. My mother and my uncle [my Baba's kids] were right by his side. It is better this way. It is just going to be hard. The wake is going to be at Portos on Jones Hill from 4-8pm and the funeral on Thursday at 10 at St. Anthony's church.

It sucks, but it's better.
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Keep him in your prayers.. [25 Feb 2007|02:23pm]
Hey, I know you probably don't care, but my grandfather is going in for surgery today. Please keep him in your prayers. He fell again, but this time broke his hip. He's not doing good at all and this hip thing really made it worse. I just want him to pull through and he here for my wedding. I love him to much to let him go..

I love you BABA, you're in my prayers.

-Thanks.
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Days go by... [01 Feb 2007|08:19am]
Changing jobs was probably the best thing to do. I am making so much more money and I am actually doing something that I enjoy. From going to an Ice Cream Scooper to a Receptionist at Restaurant Depot is amazing. I love it. The people there are amazing. And I have a fan club there. There are certain people that constantly hit on me. Jose believes I am married though, so he doesn't really hit on me, he is just a sweet guy. And then we have Alvin. This guys is just fucking ugly. HAHA... He hasn't hit on me since he saw Rob come into the store. He knew it was my boyfriend and must have stared at us the entire time we were going to shop. And another thing that totally rocks about my job, I work with my father. I love my dad. It is awesome working with him. :]

I'm alittle worried that I am definitely losing my friends. There are only about like 2 I still talk to... Alissa and Barbara. And believe me, those are definitely the two that matter.. but.... I don't know. I hate how everyone says "When I go to college we will write everyday and hang out whenever I am home..." Fuck that bullshit. Angela never even said Goodbye to me when she left, she just up and left. I tried to contact Brianne numerous times over break to hangout and she never responded to me. I hate it. We said we would lose touch and we are. I write letters to people and they don't write back, other than Barb...thanks babe.... but I can't stand when I am making an effort with people who don't even deserve the time sometimes. UGH! And then Laura, I haven't talked to her in I can't tell you how long. We haven't hung out in a while. I don't know, sometimes I miss her and sometimes I don't. Stupid decisions in life will get you NO WHERE!

Right now I am waiting to go into my Botany class. All of my classes are awesome this semester. I am trying to acheive the Dean's list this term. If I get better grades my car insurance goes down. If that isn't a bribe to get good grades I don't know what is.

I'm done ranting, I'll probably be back to go it again soon..

I just want to be engaged.

And I still haven't had my break down so stuff just keeps adding up inside me. I'm ready to blow.. and no one can come pick me up and let me do that, it sucks.
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[08 Dec 2006|01:08am]
I'm definitely due for a break down. With the whole crying bit and everything. I need to just have someone else drive and go some where because after crying I won't be able to drive. I am definitely due for one in my life. There is so much shit going on with school, money, life, money, school, friends, money.. EVERYTHING!!!
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[01 Dec 2006|11:43am]
Join __lyricsxwhore

it seems like an awesome community..
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AHHH!!! [01 Aug 2006|08:06pm]
I BOUGHT A CAR!!!!!

It is a 1997 Ford Escort. It's teal. I have to decide if it is a girl or a boy. Or whether it looks like one. I know a girl name but I have to figure out what it looks like first. I'll have pictures up soon, don't you worry.
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The times have changed... [13 Jul 2006|02:27pm]
Monday is right around the corner and I will be 18. I can't wait. The excitement of knowing that day is mine. I can have fun and just let loose. I am planning on just sitting by the pool and listening to music and hanging out. I don't give a shit. I am enjoying myself. If anyone reading this is going to be bored and can find a way here, come on over.

More serious update later, I have alot on my mind right now.
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A bit late but whatever. [12 Jun 2006|05:02pm]
1. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me."
2. I will respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
3. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
4. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
5. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.
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[14 Feb 2006|07:56pm]
hELP I HAVE A LAYOUT THAT I NEED TWEAKED.. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH IT BUT i DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO IT.. hELP!!!!....
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HELP!!! [03 Feb 2006|03:19pm]
I NEED HELP!!! I want to find someway to make a picture I have stretched in my background with like the layout I have now but the picture in the background stretched... HELP!! I need someone to help me anyway possible..
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Guess what! [05 Nov 2005|10:39pm]

Guess who got a call after a year, from their old manager and was asked to come back and work for the Christmas Season at Michael's Arts and Crafts in Milford???? YOU GOT IT! ME!!!



Monica is now employed!!!!


I start Wednesday the 9th. I'm nervous.. Wish me luck!
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[28 Oct 2005|04:44pm]
I'm ALIVE! After being sick for a week, I am alive!

More updating later.
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[20 Oct 2005|02:54pm]
Guess what! I got a dozen long stem red roses and a white teddy bear today from Rob. He had them delivered to my school today. He is soo fucking amazing. I love him. <333


Thanks for a good day.
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